Tuesday, August 31, 2010 7:13 AM
今天知道不知道要说什么？？刚刚做完了我的proposal...今天在学校，心情不错。。。不过我总觉得我们好像会换英文老师？？我看我是疯了。。。我今天放了三个piggybank在我房间。。。要存钱在里面。。。一个piggybank是给我存来买狗的， 另一个piggybank是给我存来买wireless headphone的，多一个piggybank是给我存来买鞋的。。。我看存一年都存不到买狗的钱。。。今天英文课Ms Tay给我们看一个video...那个video很好笑。。。全班都笑个不停
Monday, August 30, 2010 5:39 AM
2day miss teo(cpa) tell mi that 2day is her last day teaching us...and having tears in my eyes but she told me that she be back next years...so stop my tears from flowing...but will miss her...haiis...back to boring cpa lesson no more fun lesson...if one more teacher go i think i will become mad!!!theres somethings i can feel from the class...i feel that the class love ms teo(cpa) more then miss aw...alot ppl also say so...then they all say dk why i will cry for miss aw...when ms aw last day teaching us they say nth to her but when ms teo last day teaching us they ask for her facebook and alot other things...dk why like this...i think they both are good both of them treat my ve good...haiis...al lesson back to boring lesson only left english lesson and ebs le...ms tay better dun leave or change teacher..if like this i sure mad...只要是对我好的人， 我都会想念他们。。。希望对我好的人， 不要在离开了。。。又有一个老师要走了， 真希望他们会回来。。。好伤心哦。。。会想他们的：（
Sunday, August 29, 2010 4:25 AM
我觉得在我生命里来来去去的都是一样的人事物。。就算认识了新朋友也只是很短暂的不可能永远的在我身边。。就算有目标那又代表什么？？我真的不知道我活这世界上做什么？？每天都做同样的东西。。。我觉得我的生活好无趣啊。。。真不知道该做什么。。。很多人都说我对我自己没有信心。。。是真的吗？那又是为什么呢？怎么才叫做有信心？信心真的有这么重要吗？我真的想把事情做好但是每次都搞砸。。。真不知道我这个人是笨还是傻？？什么都做不好....in primary skul 1 of my teacher leave, i also cry coz she treat mi so good lor so from that day i hate teacher to leave...sian
Saturday, August 28, 2010 6:19 AM
just now went to my cousin hse...blablablabla...yesterday in npcc is like de time for polish boot drag too long...and alot other things...but dun hv de mood to say..现在的我现在心情很不好。。。什么都不想做。。什么都不想去想。。。只希望今天赶快过去。。。好像人生都没有目标了，有一种想死的感觉 不过不是为了Miss Aw 不要乱想。。我也不知道为什么会有这种感觉？？只知道全身没力。。。
Friday, August 27, 2010 7:48 AM
如果时间能够停留在那里， 那该有多好:(人生有起有落。。。很多事情是我们不能预料的。。。有时后我们觉得会开心 有时后我们觉得很失落 这就是人生。。。总希望明天会更好。。。我会放下的：（我不会再哭了 Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened...Labels: 我会放下的：（我不会再哭了
7:15 AM
2day i is like feeling really so down lor...and i still cry in the math class...its like so embarrass lor...4 mi to cry in front of so many ppl its like so diffcult lor but i dk why i will cry???i think im mad!!but i really will miss Miss aw...我会想你的and is like Miss teo still hv 1 more week also going to leave le...pls i better dun cry again!!!千万不能在哭了..why everybody telling mi de same things why they noe that im feeling down...seriously no mood but wat to do...after skul hv NPCC...haiis...i 2mw then talk abt NPCC things...shall end here:( byeeeee
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Thursday, August 26, 2010 6:42 AM
有事情会过去的。。。没有必要想那么多。。。一天过一天还不是一样没有什么分别。。。不过有些事情永远都忘不了！！我会很想你们的。。。爱你们。。。永远在我心里：）不知道还要写什么。。拜拜Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened...
6:19 AM
2day can say is a sad day for mi lor...coz last day of YOG and cannot really see my frenz anymore and Miss aw 2mw last day teach us le...also feel ve sad...went to YOG...when going home we all almost cry and we hug each other...i will miss them de...i really learn alot there...haiis...and 2day go queenway pierce my ear...sian...dk wat to write...so shall end here...byeeeeee
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 6:03 AM
2day de whole lesson in math i look so blur lor...i hate it:(my mother going to china on 11sep to 20 sep...she say cannot stay at home...ask we all go stay other place...WTF...still wan me to beg her then let us stay...WTH...i die also wont beg her de...i rather go stay my father hse even its so far away from skul...so sad...then my birthday alone celebrate:(brought cookies and cupcake for teacher...actually gt 2 packet of cookies de...but carissa take 1 then i need to buy 1 more but no more so i buy 1 more cupcakes...im thinking that am i really so stupid...cant even do a thing properly...and hwee yan say de teachers give up hope on me le...im thinking wat am i doing???in other ppl mind am i really a useless, stupid, hopeless ( alot other bad things)girls???i hate myself!!!!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 4:13 AM
English:43/60
Math:24/35 Retest:33/35
Science:13/30
EBS:21/25
Chinese: 47/50
sian...everything pass only science fail...actually is can pass de lor...careless mistake...somehow to teacher, students are just students...but for us. we dun just treat our teacher as normal teachers:(not yet send de proposal coz chin hong say he see first...haiis...i think we really should not complain too much coz we are already more fortunate the alot ppl...haiis really nth to write...sian
Monday, August 23, 2010 6:40 AM
6:16 AM
2day kana follow home...still kana cut hand...if i noe see his my cadet i sure scold him until he cry de...my mother still though is my ex send mi home...then i say no la...help im in need of money...haha...i hv order de biscuit for de teachers...sian..going no money le...this few day really dk wat to write in blog le...sian
Sunday, August 22, 2010 6:46 AM
somehow things cant go beyond de line...just bath finish...reach home at 8+...last day going to YOV...2day is fun...but no mood to say so much..shall end here...byeeeee
Saturday, August 21, 2010 8:41 AM
just bath finish coz 10+ the reach home...went to hv my dinner and after that went to watch getai...this week for mi is totally suck like hell..2day went to hospital to see my god father... my god father gf also there...she tell mi not to bother abt my father and mother. i hv my own life to lead and they hv their own...not to care abt their problem they will solve it themself..im big enough to take care of myself...and still hv alot..dun noe who to say...and teacher day coming...im thinking of buying some biscuit for de teacher...anyway im still thinking la..haiis...2mw still need to go for de YOG things...so tired...but im really having alot of fun there but is like Andrew went back le:( not so fun le...will miss her:(
Friday, August 20, 2010 6:59 AM
2day my mood is totally suck...is like NPCC alot things screw up...taking over a unit is really not easy...we dun hv enough teamwork...and is like some of them totally dun give a damn and some is like dun do every thing together only after get scolded then tell us abt it...haiis...2day is suck...hate it
Thursday, August 19, 2010 7:27 AM
just came back from YOG there...saw Miss Teo there..chat wit her awhile took photo...And 2day for mi is a great day...i learn alot...and i dun noe that i can talk so free wit ppl i dun noe.i noe lot of new fren and i feel really happy:)
7:07 AM
de centre one is our trainer name Andrew...and she is going back to her country 2night...will miss her...even though i dun noe her ve long but we did alot things together like cycling, bowling and alot more...she is friendly, cute, cool and nice...all of us nearly cry out:(will miss her de
6:20 AM
this is one of de athletes is taught...erm...he is friendly, handsome and cute...his age is 18 and his sport is shooting wit rifle...And i forgot to ask his name:o And i got a kiss from his...haha...he is leaving at 27 August...all de best for him:)
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 5:41 AM
some how things are so simple but when it come to mi...and i will make it look like so diffcult...why when i do anything its like so diffcult lor....dun noe wat de hell im thinking...2day math common test retest...all de same question i noe how to do but gt 1 question not same...and i is all blank there...coz i only suding de same question..and the question i study most...nev come out....i is at there look like so blur lor but i think i should be able to get more then 24marks...thats wat i hope so:)haiis...some how im also thinking de same question every day...but wats de answer for my question...and wat i really wan de answer to be...i think one day im going to be crazy...
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 6:56 AM
2day nev go for YOG because stay back at skul with Miss Aw...she help mi revision my math coz 2mw hv math common test retest...must get more then 24 marks...a least must be better ten de first time...2day totally no mood...2day gt my class photo...so different...and Ms Tay walk out of the class 2day and i is like dun noe wat to say...de.........2day send the proposal le...this time de proposal is so different lor...haiis...dun noe hv do wrong anot...2day stay back wit miss Aw...then we talk abt something then she say dun look down on urself...so wat even if i dun look down on myself??even if i dun look down on myself but there are still other ppl...NT is still NT...thats wat other ppl think...i really dun noe wat to say...the fact is always the fact...no one can change it...but the only things is to study hard and thats wat im doing now...but its like im still so stupid lor...no change:(im stupid and its de fact...im not de only one who say it...alot ppl also say so...haiis:(shall end here..byeeeeeeeeeeee
Monday, August 16, 2010 6:42 AM
just came back from youth olympic village...tired...took some photo with de other country athlete:)when at de youth olympic village teaching de other athlete to play tricks...i hv a feeling like it dun look like mi...dun noe who to say...haiis...not feeling well...contince 2mw
Sunday, August 15, 2010 6:41 AM
2day watch de National Day Parade 2010...coz i nev watch on de actual day...went to see movie:)2day i only watch de marching de part nev watch de other performance but i dun really like to watch all this...and de marching is like so good lor...how much i wish i was marching there...i see de police marching is like so little girls lor..how much i wish i can wear the SPF Uniform but not de NPCC Uniform...but i think cannot de...haiis...still having muscle cramp...haiis...2mw still must run 2.4km:(
Saturday, August 14, 2010 3:38 AM
如果人生可以重来一次，我想要改变什么？If de time can change, i would rather i hv not born in this world...somehow they are someone i really care but 1 day they will also left mi...there is no forever fren or ppl euu care will be there wit u forever....And Human just cant be trust...and no matter how hard euu try to change something, there are always something that euu cant change...i really hate my life...i dun ever know wat im going for or wat i really wan????and wat am i really doing in this world...everyday just doing de same thing..there's nth for my to go on...just now my sis come my home then she play with the doll is like dam funny lor....and my hand dam pain...yesterday whole night cant sleep...almost cry out ve badly...i muscle cramp still kana scolding from my mother:(WTH
Friday, August 13, 2010 7:46 AM
Wear on the blue, don on the rank.We're equipped with pride;We'll serve with honour.
Beret on head, nation in heart.For passion, we train.For glory, we fight.
Nobody today, leaders tomorrow,Warriors in the future.
7:17 AM
finally after waiting 4 so long my internet come back le...thanks god...just now went for dragon boating and now having muscle cramp...pain:(its like 10 more skul days and Ms Aw is going to leave us le...she is 1 of the best teacher i hv...2day gt back my math common test paper and i got 24/35...and its like i dun know i can pass lor i thought i will fail very badly....2day i ask the sec1 if i am firece and they say im very firece...haiis...and its like after a few days nev blog i can hardly think of anything to write...so hv to end here....byeeeeee...will contince 2mw
Thursday, August 12, 2010 2:18 AM
Currently at Beyond...for YOG thing lor...bring my laptop to tiong just to send the proposal...haiis...sian my internet kana cut off...will write again when my internet come back....sian...come back will write alot!!!gt to go...byeeeeeee
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 6:05 AM
2day is like so bored lor...4days nev go skul...at home watch cd...go out watch movie...study math and blablablabla...haiis...wan a 4 days wasted...math common test sure fail de...dun noe if English and EBS test pass anot..haiis....this time de EBS test dam difficult lor...Yi mei say my blog too plain so i make my font gt colour lor...haiis...dun noe wat to say...byeeeeeee
Monday, August 9, 2010 6:53 AM
just came back from tiong...watch movie wit my frenz...de movie dam long lor...abt 2 and half hour...watch AFTERSHOCK...this is not de first time i cry when i watch movie but its de first time my tears cant stop...2day afternoon went to meet my god father...he just came out...it been a long time i hv see him...we are quite close but 2day we see each other we are just like stranger...dun even noe wat to sey to each other...then my god father ask mi gt go the national day anot...i say no...i dun even wish to go coz i dun wan to watch i just wan to march but no chance...haiis...dun noe wat to say!!!
Sunday, August 8, 2010 9:29 AM
just came back from kallang...went there to watch movie with my dad...actually the show is funny de but gt some part is sad de...i wanted to cry out de but alot ppl so i wipe my tears away...somehow i feel that my frenz is the drama, movie and show...they can make mi laugh they can make mi cry they can make my mood down de whole day...even though i dun really laugh when i watch drama but most of the drama i watch i sure cry de...only they can make mi cry as i wish...but when i watch drama i hate to be disturb...if i am disturb my temper will go up unless the ppl dun talk and also love drama alot then can...coz when gt ppl i cannot laugh as i like or cry when i feel like crying...when i watch tv or any show i like to hide myself to 1 side dun let ppl to disturb...even though in skul i will laugh but i noe that its not my real laugh...a every long time ppl hv seen mi cry but only drama hv...everyday i will see them...i love them alot i cant lose them...2day just brought 3 more drama show...actually its good to hv someone who really cares for u...like all the ppl in the drama...how i wish i be like them....byeeeee...off the see my drama:)
Saturday, August 7, 2010 4:36 AM
my god-father come out le:)2day no voice...haiis....wed math common test le...sian...sure fail de...haiis...and forgot to bring math file home but luckily at home still gt worksheet and textbook at home...but not really know how to do...im thinking that in NPCC i wan every things i do to be perfect but why its not in my studies...im thinking that why i can put my whole heart in NPCC but why not in studies???i can train so hard in my drills and other things for NPCC but why cant i study ve hard for my studies???im not someone who wans evrythings to be done perfect but why will i wan everythings i do in NPCC perfect...but why cant i put that heart in my studies...for NPCC i not just wan to do everything perfect, its wat i hv put in...but even its not perfect but at least i noe i hv really done my best...but wat abt studies???hv i really done my best or put in any effort...but wat motivate my so much in NPCC...izzit because my dreams is to be a police or wat...do i hv anythings that can motivate me in my studies...really hv 100 of WHY? WHY? WHY?
Friday, August 6, 2010 6:08 AM
shit...the video of NDC Actual Parade cannot upload coz the file too big...haiisAnd i still think that my performance in the parade 2day is not the best...maybe im too nervous or wat...haiis
Thursday, August 5, 2010 6:12 AM
i screw up my EBS test 2day:(2day i feel dizzy at my eng class...cant even walk straight nearly fall down...2mw is National Day Celebration Actual Parades...wat feeling should i exactly hv now???Ms tay say we dun do well in our english test..dun noe if i pass anot..haiis...should be fail la...dun noe wat the hell i doing???
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 5:35 AM
2day my english test nearly screw up lor...dun hv enough time to finish the paper lor...still dun feel really well...idiot...haiis...2mw gt NDC half dress rehearsal...better dun screw up...haiis
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 5:35 AM
after waiting for so long, finally 2day gt my Sergeant rank...so happy:)sian...having flu, fever, stomachache and cough...somemore my cough is like cough out something lor...haiis...so sian...ahhh..i wan a iphone 4:(
Monday, August 2, 2010 4:57 AM
having flu, headache and my sandfly bites haven ok...haiis...2day rehearsal still ok not that bad but at least all the flag bearer noe where to turn and all the things:)really dun feel well...haiis...we are not as close as last time le...really hate it alot:(
Sunday, August 1, 2010 4:56 AM
2mw NDC rehearsal better dun screwed up again...pls...& for the flag bearer wish we dun hv to change the place we stand again.....plssssss....2mw hv skul but still dun feel really well...haiis...really wish to be like all the YOG kids...to hv their own dreams...to hv a dreams that can really push them along the way...do i really hv a dreams?do i really wan to be a police or wat?is that really my dreams?i really dun noe...why do i wan to be a police?will i push myself towards my dreams?is this dreams ve important to me?why do i think i can be a police?wat make my thinks that way?other then hv a police as my dreams wat other dreams do i hv?really wish that i can hv a dreams that is very important to mi and can make mi goes towards it...haiis
