Saturday, July 31, 2010 6:11 AM
2day dam sian at home...having sore throat...not feeling welll...haiis...monday gt NDC rehearsal...so must practise more...must do better...haiis...shall end here...
Friday, July 30, 2010 4:58 AM
who u think u are....i really hate u alot...why should i waste my time on u?why should i care abt u?why should i waste my time to hate u?u dun worth it...only waste my time...really hate u alot...u dun even fit to be in my heart...dam tired 2day so im going to end here...will write to 2mw again!!!byeeeeee
Thursday, July 29, 2010 4:35 AM
2day is the NDC full dress rehearsal...and the flag bearer make a mess coz mr leong change all the place...grrrrr...must really practise more....haha...i noe hw to do drills wit cane le...haha...dam happy...actually i is wan to do the PC or CC the but....nvm...atleast i can be the flag bearer...dam tired...and my leg is still swollen so ve pain and itchy...
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 4:49 AM
2mw hv National Day Celebration Full Dress Rehearsal but my drills for flag is still not ve sharp...ahhhh...must practise more..haiis...2day not feeling well feel like wan to vomit...haiis...so sian...my mum just now ask mi why so long nev see daniel then i say we fight nev talk to each other le then she say we so good still will fight ar then i like blur dk wat to say back...haiis
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 5:26 AM
2day went to see doctor....haiis..i hate to see doctor.. nev go 4 the run...went home sleep coz ve tired..dk wat to say..need to send proposal 2day...
Monday, July 26, 2010 4:58 AM
"Never quit, reinvent yourself, change, grow, learn from your mistakes. Never listen to the critics. Be loud, be fearless, and go for it!"
4:21 AM
这些珍贵的记忆，我永远不会忘..gt my STC badge...and my leg is swollen and so itchy and pain....grrrr...idoit...no money see doctor...ahahahah...STC is really great:):):):):):):)wonderful camp...the CI there are great wish i can be like them:)
Sunday, July 25, 2010 4:23 AM
just came back from ubin...STC was great...i really hv a great time there but i think the mosquito is the most happy de...coz almost all the ppl come back all kana mosquito bites...grrrrrr....will miss all the ma'am, sir and all my frenz but not the mosquito...my group name there is B.O.B Best of the Best..haha...nice rite...the CI who take my group is Hongliang sir...so long nev see him le since NPAP...haha...i also saw Wanling ma'am but after awhile dun noe she go where le...actually i really miss her alot...haha...the activites there is really funny...but the IRC is fun but i also feel ve scared...haha...really thanks all the CI...coz the camp is really great...i relly love it...will miss there tooo...haha...dk when still can see all the ma'am, sir and all my frenz...haiis
Thursday, July 22, 2010 6:43 AM
1 more days to STC...looking forward to it...better dun rain...whole day stomach pain and going no voice le...haiis
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 5:10 AM
currently training my flag drills at home...coz i dun do really well...must practise more...all the best to myself...haha...just now had dinner wit Miss aw...first time eat wit teacher alone...the feeling is like ve funny lor...bye cannot talk anymore must go n train my flag drills...byeeeeee
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 4:46 AM
2day it was like a bad day lor...yesterday we fight abt wat is jolene ma'am sec school...they all dun believe mi...haha...dam funny...also dk why we suddenly talk abt jolene ma'am...haha
Monday, July 19, 2010 6:02 AM
haiis...2day whole day my thoact dam pain...can die le like this...2day pe lesson Miss ng say change pe teacher next time she will be teaching us...every lesson aleast need to run 10 round...haiis....Miss teo not yet come back...i somehow miss her alot...haha...i think im mad
Sunday, July 18, 2010 4:45 AM
2day whole day clean up my room so tired..haiis...STC comin le wishh on 23, 24 and 25 dun rain...haiis dun really hv anything to say
Saturday, July 17, 2010 6:47 AM
in other ppl eyes they see my house hv everythings but to mi its actually empty...its just a home for mi to sleep...just like this nth else to mi...today at home practise the flag thing...wish i dun do anything wrong on the actual day...To spammer...if u all wish to spam my blog pls write down ur big big name dun be a humji!!!
Friday, July 16, 2010 7:41 AM
2day learn the flag bearer things...hv fun but awhile need to go the YOG le...they bring us go play bowling..hv fun...and ate wit them...the flag thing really need more practise coz i scared i mess up!!!i really hate of my nice teachers but dun know why...dun feel well so not going to write le...bb
Thursday, July 15, 2010 5:28 AM
after we become NCO i feel that i become more stress maybe its because we are no more cadets...the more i want to do well the more i mess up all the things...maybe i not fit to be a NCO...maybe i really cant even do anything well...i really dk wat i can do in my life...im getting more and more tired in NPCC...and now i realised in my life NPCC is almost all the things i hv...i should not take NPCC as my everything...i should really let it go as long as i know i hv really done my best and its ok to mi now...i should be able i think sooooo:(
1:56 AM
2day my mood is really down...i cant even write a proposal well...im too careless...wat right do i hv to be a training IC & sec 1 IC...cant even write a proposal well...im really useless....and now i think the flag bearer thing also no more le...haiis...cant even let a teacher trust mi...really useless...the day before yesterday i send the proposal 2day when i went to see my proposal again then i know i send wrong...shit...really a idoit...hate myself!!!!!:(
Wednesday, July 14, 2010 5:03 AM
somehow i should really control my temper and emotion...somehow i feel really happy 2day coz of the NDC things:) not really feeling well this few day feel like vomiting...haiis Mr leong say i can be the flag bearer but still not sure...but at least this word can really make mi happy for the whole day...actually i dun really like Miss Aw but after 2day i hv a slightly diff feeling i feel that she is someone i can really talk to but to mi she is just a teacher to mi...but at least now she gt some of my repect...she is 1 of the teachers that i agree in...she really diff from other teachers but just dk where is she diff from...but the thing she talk to mi abt really make to wake up but i still dun really believe in myself...no one can change mi not even my dad...haiis
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 6:13 AM
just now went to Vivo...haiis...dun wish to say much...dun really feel well...hwee yan say i nearly made the teacher cry...haiis...somehow i feel abit guilty...haiis...just send the proposal...really hate that kind of feeling..really scared to send proposal coz dk if i hv done anything wrong
Monday, July 12, 2010 4:56 AM
just came back from cycling...haiis...2day dam bad mood...nth to say
Sunday, July 11, 2010 5:05 AM
somehow i should let go something then will nev go back...just went to do the lmsc thing coz mr chng say we nev do but i hv do...dun noe why????still thinking for the friday proposal how to write...coz sec 2 and 3 not in skul...haiis...currently still thinking...some how im still thinking why am i in this world...wat makes mi be in this world...i dun think i suit this world...to mi its like hell...nth makes mi wants to stay here but only my frenz and they ones i really miss alot but ao long nev see them le...i dun think i will see them anymore...wat they hell is this world...somehow i really lose hope in my self...no matter how hard i try to do something....the same things comes back to mi...no use...i think im really useless
Saturday, July 10, 2010 7:09 AM
why boys always dun understand why do girls show them cold shoulder???haiis...just now meet my dad for dinner and give him another $150...no more money in my bank le...haiis...im broke...dun now wat to do...sian
Friday, July 9, 2010 7:05 AM
i really dun noe why only the drills IC can chose wat they wan to do...i really wonder wats wrong to teach campcraft...its also a part of NPCC..when we become NCO...our relationship is not like last time le...always fight abt training things...not like last time...really hate it alot...can anyone tell mi wats wrong teaching campcraft???they only think abt theself but not for other...wat they wan to teach then we must let them teach...wat is this...only they hv the thing they wan to teach but not other la...only think abt themself...somehow now i really hate him alot...he change ****ing much lor....idoit...hate it but wat to do...he think he very big wat...only do thing infront of the teacher but behind the teacher do nth..i hate this kind of ppl...i really look down on him..
Thursday, July 8, 2010 6:32 AM
just now went to meet my dad for dinner but i did not ate alot coz not feeling well...went to update my bank book...gt my salary coz i work in the june holiday...but my dad need money so lend him $200...there goes my salary...but his my dad...anything i can do for him i will do...he has done alot for mi...no regrets
4:32 AM
2day nev go skul because stomach pain...just now receive alot of msg and call from the sec 3 asking me about wat to wear 2mw...swee lu say the NPCC there nev change so they dk...haiis...so blur...i really wonder did i done any for NPCC...why so many ppl only wan to teach drills but dun wan to teach campcraft...campcraft also a part of NPCC wat...really dun understand them so wat if they are drills IC...who say drill IC only can teach drills cannot teach campcraft..
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 5:05 AM
why we cant go the SYF...sad...eat dinner but eat little bit then nev eat le coz not feeling well...haiis dun know wat to say
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 6:47 AM
just finish the proposal...now attach the things...sometime de proposal really make me mad...coz dk if i do correct anot...2day whole day stomach pain....to me 2day is reallys sucks
Labels: i still feel ve uneasy, some time when i see him
Monday, July 5, 2010 5:57 AM
haiis...2day do the microsoft word the thing almost let mi die...i need microsoft word because for the proposal...but my com dun hv but luckily now hv le...make me worry so much
i will not because of some stupid idoit to be angry, worry or cry for them...they dun worth it
Sunday, July 4, 2010 6:06 AM
2day went to the great world there for the circus act...coz i is the YOG one...alot ppl there lor...mr benny ong also there and our shul ppl...and also see lot of my old fren...even though i feel really tired but also ve happy...1 word to say is FUN!!!reach home my head dam pain...2mw maybe going out still not sure...
Friday, July 2, 2010 5:04 AM
2day the Indonesia people perform their tradition dance to us...it was like so wonderful lor...this dance require alot of teamwork...how i wish the Sec 3 NPCC can be like this...no more argument no more fighting!!! coz we Sec3 are now NCO so we hv to show a good example to all the cadets...must be more mature...and now we take over the whole NPCC so if there is no argument it will be better for us the work 2gether...2day when the Chinese reading, i nev go to class...i went to 314 coz mardhiyah put mi go...then i saw something i really hate...hate it
Thursday, July 1, 2010 5:31 AM
just came back from the YOG things...sunday also hv....somehow i really hate math now...actually i dun really hate math last time...maybe i dun really hate maths, its the teacher who make mi hate math...somehow i really really hate her alot....ahhhhhhh....2mw NPCC is campcraft and songs...i think will do campcraft and songs is because ATC/STC is coming le...yes i love it...
